carnality

pastor frank preached on how their is carnality in our body, wow talk about right in your face. praise god, they are here to prepare us for the new pastor. he said thats why we dont enter in as we could. he left us with alot to think about. pastor kris sold his house. wow fast or what...............they will be here for vbs. i arranged for three people in the comunity to speak but havent got revelation on the fourth yet ,still waiting for god to reveal. i have asked for prayer from my sisters in christ for three days now, just to get thru each day. i cannot go thru this in my life without their prayers and they have been so good to me, and god has strengthened me, more each day. pastor frank said i need tougher skin and god is doing that. i dont want tougher skin.i am reading alot in job lately and for the first time ever i am appreciating this book. some of the scripture is beautiful and humbling, god is god and i am just susan, i dont get to pick my trials, he is in control and i HAVE to trust him. i finally picked two of my sisters in christ after prayer and let it all out, all the ugly dirty truth. i feel better now, i wish i couldve stood up in front of the whole church and just said what i was going thru, but i didnt feel led to do so.i dont care any more, and when god is done with this pastor frank said it will be a glorious testimony of our mighty god. i believe this.cant say i havent stayed humble cause i have. praise god..............