blogging

wow dont much feel like blogging lately and have thought alot about erasing the whole thing and ending my big blogging days...........not sure yet. we have gone out steady with the food pantry but i havent really had the heart for it. i push myself and pray for gods will. i have had such a rough year personally, i know god wants me to forget the circumstances no matter how frustrating trust him and enjoy my life. i honestly can say i dont know how to do that. where is that life and more abundantly. i need to talk to someone who has been there, someone with wisdom, cause i am at my wits end. i finally gave up, and do you know i really feel that is what god wanted me to do..................boy how far i miss the mark all the time. pastor frank said he likes that i am not two faced, not a hypocrite but when i fail in my walk that is exactly what i feel like. please, please pray for us, cause i just dont know anymore................praise god anyways.....................

pastor kris young

it is official and by unanimous vote we elected our new pastor. kris young his wife jada and four children under 13, from texas.very glad and anticipating good things.i said on saturday before the dinner to god and paul that if god didnt hit me the face with this one since it was so quick and i already had been praying, i would vote no. well during the dinner and service everything fell into place and i felt such a peace about yes. and everyone felt that way. praise god. he said the vision god gave him for this church was too big for this building. praise god.

beautiful morning

i have been up since 5.00, got see paul and jordan off for work, which only happens a few times a week as they get up too early for me.after dunkin donuts i dont much like seeing anything before 6.00. ugh....caleb is in an early development class at the high school, he loves it, sabrina , lisa's daughter who by the way, praise god graduates in a couple weeks picked caleb for this 2 month class. he is so quick minded and ready and curious at every new thing. this child is a character. i can chuckle to think of some of the things this child has come out with, he is definetely pauls best buddy. he informed poppy who taked great pride in the fact that the garge is HIS space that from now on it's poppy and calebs garage.so every evening he spends time in the yard with poppy lining up his ride toys in a row in the garage. he is to cute, and only he could get away with that. he willl be 4 at the end of may so we are going to have our annual memorial day picnic which will include caleb's 4th birthday party. hope the pool is ready by then. work is going great. this is a great age group for me. i look forward to teaching each day and my gps is helping so much. my boss just gave me a company cell phone so now i get the responsibilty for charging two each nite. fun. still dont know what to think about eating dinner on satyrday with the new prospective pastor anf family and hearing him preach on sunday then voting. pray for me. all of us , please. and please pray for my brother dennis. he is in a hard place right now in his life. god bless

John Mayer and Eric Clapton - Crossroads (ABC News)

this is a beautiful sound, the harmony on the guitars is AWESOME>>>>

Norah Jones Live Dont Know Why

new pastor?

rose called me to say on the 17th we were having a potluck dinner for a new candidate for pastor and his family.. he is married with four chidren. we will have dinner and the next day he will preach and then we vote. keep them or not? i know pastor frank and donna knew this could happen but how do they feel? wow we got to pray..............that leaves us with alot to think about.

beautiful day

it is so nice out and it is only 8..-- in the morning. i went in on sunday to find bags and bags of food and things to put away for food pantry .bet it took me and lisa and eunice 20 minutes to put it all away. praise god. we had to box some stuff as the cabinet wouldnt hold it. my brother dave works at the bushnell so every once in a while he gets great tickets free, so last night on no notice my mom had two tickets, orchestra seats to jesus christ superstar. i couldnt go as justice has baseball games now and they call him little poppy. he is an athlete for sure. so i called rose and hour an a half before show time and asked her if she wanted to go with my mom. of course rose being rose went. i hope they had a great time. im not passing up any more shows as i love that kind of thing. ordered a gps and it should be here any day. my boss ci ci has been good about giving me kids close. i had a 16 year old twin girl named emily on friday and she was nervous. i hope i get her twin megan some time. it was her third lesson and no one took her on the highway so i said what the heck and she wanted to cry but after we did it she was so proud of her self. she doesnt have parents that take her our much so it will be harder for her. wonder who ill get today................yesterday i was getting ready for work and i got this loud banging on my door, im thinking who is going to bang that loud> lois of course.SHE 'S BACK>>>>>>>>>never a dull moment with her. she weighs about 130 now. she looks so different. i am sure i will see alot of her as we are all at the field so many nights a week for baseball. well gotta go grocery shopping as paul and jordan are running out of lunches for work. god bless

WORKING

i officially started instructing today. my first student was a 17 year old named chelsea. it was her second time out with the school but after a very short time i asked her if her parents have taken her out. she said all the time. so first lesson was cake.wow to be 17 again, your whole life ahead of you and you dont even know it................choices..........its all about the choices.................paul is taking me out tommorow lokking for a good gps, reasonabily priced. so please pray for me. church ha sbeen great, pastor preached on you are either a christain or you or not. both feet in. kinda hard teaching as i feel one foot in the other at the edge. im tired...............i try to do to much in my own strength. please pray for me, iasked for prayer for food pantry as i need help, i asked for that, but god can only get people motivated, and he has perfect timing. i just feel because im in charge what doesnt get done is mine and that is true. i have always known being the head of something is alot of responsbility. i want these people to know jesus loves them and surrender their lives to him. only god can do that too. lisa starts school may 19, please pray for her as i can only imagine, biology will be her field. ugh................i got to talk to the man named charlie about god alst night at the baseball game, and he is longing to know jesus. i was at a loss for words. he has a stump for a leg and it hurts all the time and he showed it to us and i just kept thinking god..what are you gonna do about this? it makes me cry. please pray for him, and me if i am suppose to lead him cause i dont know what to say.