Tuesday, July 31, 2007

hidden riches in secret places

i feel like god has arrested me in the spirit weird choice of words but thats what has come to me, as i have been praying in the spirit i have been gasping and the revelation is that he is birthing something inside of me, i always thought 'hidden riches in secret places was money and im sure it is to a point but i believe these hdden riches are what god has deposited within us from before the foundation of the world, somethimg explosive is being birthed.......deut 29.29 says'the secret things belong to the lord our god, but the things revealed belong to us, and to our children forever that we may follow alll the words of this law.......................praise jesus

Monday, July 30, 2007

god's perfect timing

wow, god is calling me up higher, i keep looking at susan, and saying ugh.....but it is not susan it is god.................. i finally got the revelation about elijah concerning me. elijah was so anointed from god, but yet he was at a point in his life where he was under the sycamore tree discouraged depressed, broken. but god sent the right person in his life fed him with the ravens. i feel like the people that are praying on friday nights are so strategically positioned for such a time as this. i remember the first time bruce and eileen had invited me to a prayer meeting, i knew the timing wasnt right but asked god for his word on this. he brought me to samuel where saul went up to meet the group of prophets and the anointing hit him for a new level and i remember saying god if this is what you want you work this out in your timing, and he did. now he is calling me to give up some thing, that has been so hard for me, because i have put it on the alter time and time again and god has used me twice to positon others for this deliverance in their lives, and i had to praise him and rejoice for them while i still didnt get victory. he told me on friday it is time and i left thinking, oh my god not again, and i had to call rose and confess to her my inadequacy. rose is so gracious i love her......IT iS TIME, and i will do it again and watch my saviour come thru with his grace that is sufficient for me. scared yes but i will take my eyes off inadequate mediocre susan and put all my trust in the god that beside him there is no other. wait for this testimony. praise jesus,

Sunday, July 29, 2007

message

god has definetely been moving, didnt even know what to think about the comment i received on my page, only god knows.....................i didnt really get to hear all the word that pastor graves preached today came in on the end of it, said god changed at the last minute to what he was going to preach and he let the holy spirit lead him. I LOVE THAT....i got repentance and coming up higher, if i missed something and someone was there please tell me. oh how grateful i am for that humble man so led by the holy spirit takes no credit for himself and gives all glory to god, going to miss him but know god used him for this season and the permanent one is coming and god will amaze us. three characters i am hoping and praying for, holy spirit led, #1 in my book, humility, a must and spiritually discerning. also community should be his number one goal and encouraging each one of us in the gifts god will use us in so we can function in unity.hoping for a greater community outreach this time with our food pantry, vbs, is a definite and whatever god leads us to do. excited....may god have HIS way completely with each and every one of us.......

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Mary Mary- Yesterday

hallelulah

music of my heart

i love this song, god has touched me thru this, its beautiful....y

decisions

i was very humbled yesterday and so grateful to god for his grace. i tried to do a flip in the pool, something i did as a kid, forgetting that i am now 46 years old and our pool is not deep enough and landed right on my head. oh i immediately got out and felt so humbled that i was ok. that bothered me all day and into today. i felt god was showing me how one second of not thinking could change your whole life. i just feel such gratitude to jesus for protecting me, this made me really appreciate the life i have, my husband, my children, my grandchildren, my mom, and siblings, my brothers and sisters in christ. i feel very at peace, like i will never sweat the small things in life again, and that when god tells us to be content in the state that you are in at the moment, he knows all things. we are not promised tommorow, so why worry, live today, appreciate those things god has given you, oh how somber i am and at peace, i was mad at my self for being so foolish, but even god has given me his grace for that, ;;his grace truly is sufficient for me. i just once again, as always. stand in awe of our wonderful savior, and his beautiful grace.............

scripture

i felt led to post this scripture. MY SHEEP KNOW MY VOICE AND ANOTHER THEY WILL NOT FOLLOW'ALL PRAISE AND HONOR AND GLORY TO JESUS. EVERY KNEE SHALL BOW AND EVERY TONGUE CONFESS THAT THOU ART LORD TO THE GLORY OF GOD.......................................

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

hope

things are looking up. interviews are in the works still dont know which one and the perfect one has not come up yet, but you never know how god will work this out, it isnt bothering me anymore, and that is definetely god. good things are definetely coming..................message on sunday was on the rapture and are we about our fathers business. the holy spirit definetely was moving on peoples hearts, he's calling for consecration, holiness, purification. i just stand in awe, and to think i was going to leave and god just kept saying stay, so glad i did. how faithful He truly is. praise you jesus, you are god and beside you there is no other...........seventh month seventh year, and im sure seventh day was so significant. god's perfect number. completion. just to think what that means, our hands will no longer be tied..............praise god, his work will be completed. all i can say is praise god...........

Saturday, July 21, 2007

revival

last nights prayer meeting was life changing.......there were about half the people there but god has moved on everyone, i feel, especially me. i heard someone say ''spiritual surgery' god had moved on me thru the holy spirit a few days earlier but this was radical..........i feel as though he was going to the deep places of childhood hurts and healing them, breaking strongholds, and preparing me for what is to come. there has been thru the years and the last few weeks confirmation to the calling on my life. i pray wholeheartedly to walk worthy and to not take this lightly. i believe and say this humbly knowing god has spoken this to me already so many times, prophetic, evangelism and the laying on of hands. i am so humbled......... the gifts of the spirit were so in unison and functioning to a level that was amazing and it was beautiful to watch. ''apart from him we can do nothing..........but thru him, watch out. we are in revival, and what comes next. evangelism to the lost of stafford springs. oh the people the lord is going to touch, thru his grace. i pray we will all prepare and watch god move with a force to take back ground the enemy has stolen. how the enemy must be trembling now. praise god and to him be all the glory........b

Thursday, July 19, 2007

god's vision for the church

two nights ago i was listening to a woman. i dont remember her name. she gave her testimony of how her and her husband had been serving the lord for many years, they had one son maybe 19 years of age, he was also serving the lord, he had made honors all thru high school, never gave them trouble thru those trying teenage years and was accepted into the naval academy, sounded like it was hard to get in there. well one day he called her and said he met the girl to be his wife. she was dissapointed as she had not met her first but happy for her son. little did she know she was a woman with two young girls who had been married before to a man who was very abusive to her and their children. well they were married and she grew to love this girl and god gave them all a special heart for these two little girls. well she started to see her son go into depression and get overwhelmed with the situation as the ex husband was giving visitaion rights to these children and each time they would go he would abuse them, she grew to be worried. one night she said she got the call, ''your son has just been charged with the murder of his new wifes ex husband. it was like a whirlwind to her, she sat thru the many months of his trial, never losing the love she had for her son, ''how could she? she sat as the jury sentenced her son to life in prison, she couldnt fathom how a life of serving the lord would bring her to this, but god said , its not about you, its about furthering my kingdom. well to make a long story short, she visits him on a regular basis. they pray together and god has used them to bring encouragement to those families that are represented there, god used this to bring jesus into that hurting world. god tells us commmands us to visit those in prison and sometimes even i have thought they got them selves in there, but to god sin is sin, and god sent jesus for them just as well as us. it crushed me to hear that story i knew then truly then that our lives are not our own they were bought with the precious shed blood of our savior jesus and god could use each one of us in any way he chooses. his word says;;i will perform all his pleasure'' its not just about here........can god deliver her son, oh yes he can, when he acts who can reverse it, will he, i sure hope so, that woman had such a sense of grace and sweet impartation of the holy spirit it made me weep. now i will ask god ''what is it that yOU want. it scares me a little.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

confirmation

wow , i feel god has spoken and confirmed about breaking the spirit of jezebel, alot about elijah, which i have yet to understand, and everything about pentecost.............. i cannot emphasize enough, repentance, getting ourselves right with god, seeking god and preparing for what is to come.i cannot even put into words what god has been doing with me. the natural mind does not understand the things of god. if i told you you wouldnt believe me. i cannot even believe it myself except god has revealed this calling to me all along.................i just stand in awe. i believe there will be a manifestation of salvations, healings, miracles, deliverances........................i can just shake my head everytime i think about it. praise god...........................at the start of the year i felt god said this would be a glorious year and then all turmoil broke out in my life, but isnt that usually how it goes, now i see that praise truly does await him in zion, the word he gave me last july.GET READY................................

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Excited

wow friday nites prayer service was electifying, god was definetely there. i feel like we as a body are headed to a new level with god. god definetely moved on aprils behalf and the holy spirit showed up with a sweet presence it definetely brought to me the changes i needed. have dealt with those personal issues thru gods grace and am ready for this new chapter in my life. the interim pastors message on sunday was from acts, and how they went to the room to pray in one accord. rema or what? ''when the holy spirit comes upon you you will receive power from on high, and. you will be my witnesses in judea and samaria and all the regions of the world. what is god up to. still looking for a job, and not just any job, feel like i have helped my children with their children and now i am free to do something i will enjoy. cant wait to see what is up ahead. ''eye has not seen nor ear heard or mind perceived what god has in store for those who love him'' praise god.

Friday, July 6, 2007

it seems like everyone i know is in some sort of transition in their lives. everyone. what is god up to.............................my life is so up in the air right now, anything can happen, even our home is in transition with each new room jordan paints, each color, the new deck, my unemployment, not to mention the changes in each of my kids lives. maybe god is waiting on us. i dont like when it is time to judge myself lest i be judged but i am there. please pray for me..........i see lisa loooking for a new home, pastors transition, lightners and their waiting, so many............god is gefinetely up to something..............................

Monday, July 2, 2007

job hunting

out there today looking for a job, about to take whatever comes up...............money is money and i am sinking. please pray as i am waiting patiently for call backs. nice day, cool breeze, looks as though pastor is about to sell his house. WOW god has moved quickly, i wish them all the best. please pray for jordan................................

Sunday, July 1, 2007

transition

wow. life is definetely all about change. my life is in transition. looking for a new job, god is dealing with on personal levels, that will definetely bring change, and we are waiting for a new pastor in our church. will miss pastor joe but am excited to see what god has planned. message today was so relevant to my life. TRUST GOD>>>>>>>>>