MADE IT

made it thru lisa's dad's wake. was reluctant feeling before i got there, worked today, then got a call for emegency delivery of food. so had to rush finding something to wear, nothing fits anymore, and run to the store, the church, to the families house then to the wake. once i got there though, it was one of the best times i have had in a long time, i saw people i havent seen in ages, and lisa made deb and me sit with her and stay, so we talked alot to her. she was doing so good, melanie flew home from boot camp, so her being home for a few days made lisa happy. melanie looks great. if noone knows, she is stationed in south carolins unitl june.she is in the national guard. go mel............they had a memory board with all the pictures form the pizza shop, lisa's family owned when we were kids. lisa was so skinny............memories. we are getting old, .but we had good times as teenagers and lisa and i have stayed friends thru it all. she is a gift to me from god. who wouldve known.her mom gloria who is at the beginning of alzheimers, said ''susan.''..i have always loved you..same thing ron daigles mom says to me. i love both of them too.so many people marveled at the way my mom hardly changes and someone said i look great. yeah right........thats what i said to, i dont know how to just say thank you to people. i know what i look like, ugh..........well tomorrow is the funeral and we are having a catered dinner at the church.