life is meaningless

everytime someone dies, i say this. to me i hate the thought of someone here one moment and then gone like they never were even here to begin with. my best friend lisa called me today and i knew right way something was terribly wrong.her dad has passed away, wasnt even sick, looked great all the time. i taked to her niece, her sister, one of her daughters and her son, all in one day, looking for reasoning. i felt totally at such a loss of words for all of them. this is the third person in lisas family i have had to watch her suffer thru in the 35 years i have been friends with her. i love lisa and her family, and i feel for all of them. they are a strong family. i care about all of them. please keep them in prayer. i couldnt even imagine not knowing jesus and trying to reason out death, sometimes even with jesus it is hard but it is bearable.i will miss wilbur myself, and am so thnakfull he was saved, but what about those we truly love that arent saved, that would not feel good at all and not seem fair. i just dont know......... but in my heart of hurts even though i dont understand a whole lot of things, god is still good. he is god,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,