amazed

i was praying this morning and just reflecting on the awesome god that we serve and the things he has done in my life. i sit here with such anticipation of the things he is going to do. the trials lately have been bigger but i have to say with all honesty, the miracles have been bigger. this year has been a year of seeing gods mighty hand. starting with the provision for the food pantry, i think of how he just provides hundreds and hundreds of dollars thru so many people, i know i am seeing this hand of provision for something i will need to believe him for in the future regarding where he is bringing me. i will need to remember his hand of provision to believe him for way bigger. he has shown me how he will use people you dont even know to fight on your behalf. and when you see it all unfold he was working all this out when the trial started but i didnt know, but wow god is an awesome god. i believe god has revealed the target family this year for vbs. every year god has revealed a family that we are to pray for, bless, and encourage in the lord. i have seen these families come out of horrific things and god set them in a broad place. vbs is unfolding in a beautiful way and yesyerday my day just started to go all chaotic before vbs, and alot got attacked and didnt come. i said i am going no matter what. i lost my checkbook to start out with, still havent found it and i ahve to say for about an hour i totally lost my peace. i called a couple of my sisters in christ and finally said no, all the things god has done and im going to lose my peace over a checkbook, i do not think so. i was so blessed to be there last night. god is bringing in new people. extensions of some of the families that are there. laura has even helped out as a leader and has been blessed by this ministry. jordan joined a prayer group and has bible study at his classes each and every night. in the last days he will pour out his spirit and our sons and daughters shall prophecy. we are at that door. hallleluhah..i am so filled with anticipation. he is coming back for a glorious church without spot or wrinkle. we are in preparation for this. i cannot praise him enough. this huge mighty miracle that he has performed in our life is nothing compared to what i a going to soon see him do. praise god....................