whirlwind

wow what a whirlwind of a week...............but oh the faithfullness of god. our weight class brought in two members of the community, praise god, rose is having us write down everything we eat, oh man do i pick alot at everything. just the thought of being accountable to everything i put in my mouth.that rose is a wise girl, im getting to know her more and more, and i can truly say i love her. we are so different in our ways but i see where we complement each other, i can draw on her strengths, which are definetely not mine, and she can even draw on some of mine.god is working on alicia, it amazes me what he is doing with no help from me. i mean im not stressing about it. she said last week ma, i got to go out to the car, it was during worship and i said why? she said cause my tide is in the car. i said what and she said her tide, i chuckled cause it was so cute, i did tell her it is your tithe. all the years of example and mentioning it to them, wow......................now she is excited in giving to god. god is amazing. jordan is now at home. miracle, but i am trusting god to really reach him now.that is a miracle too. just for paul to say yes, it wont be for a long time, but god has plans for this boy and always has, and wooh.................laura is finding her way, out and about and feeling so much better in her skin. god is so good........still not where we need to be, but thank god not where we were. a work in progress. i keep thinking about pastor graves message and not knocking him at all i understand what he meant. when we get saved sometimes there isnt an instant change, i was not an instant change. god walked out every single thing with me, i was a hard one, cause i need to know why and in walking it out, you sure do learn alot, as painful as it can be,.and you sure dont forget it he spent more time in the beginning on perfecting my love walk than anything. giving, turning the other cheek, forgiving etc. which meant i had to give when it hurt, love when i didnt want to, forgive when i didnt feel they deserved it, and trust when it wasnt fair. at least i didnt think it was. gods ways are higher, so much higher. he is god and i am just susan..........wow we will be going out tommorow for food pantry and rose and amy on friday and eunice and lynn on monday. this week each team had their own family picked. praise god. and the provision this week. awesome.....god is breathtaking. you the man jesus...................