Friday, July 25, 2008

mathew 10-32-33

thousand dollar seed

i woke up at 2.30 this morning, i just couldnt sllep and put on the tv and mike murdock was on so i started watching him and god reminded me of the last time i watched him. it was approx 5 years ago and he said to sow a 1000 seed and if you didnt have it sow it in faith believing god would give it to you. i believe at that time i had about 20 cents to my name. gods word did say he gave seed to the sower. well i called in cause i just felt god was telling me too. well at the time laura had been in a small car accident a few months earlier, she wasnt hurt at all, praise god but she had a tiny scar on her forehead and the ins company contacted me. i was believing god for laura to get enough to insure and register this old car,. she had.. A couple days later the insurance company called me and said we would like to give laura 17,000, and pay off the medical bills. i was estatic. and laura gave me 2000 of it. there was my seed and 1000 more for me. laura ended up given my mom that car she had and she bought a classic twin turbo dodge stealth, and payed the registration and insurance. we were in negotiations for the second home i was believing god for. so me not being totally obedient sowed 500 and kept 500 for closing costs, well i was so convicted a couple days later i sent the other 500. the deal fell thru and we didnt get thta house but one year exactly we bought our second home and still own both to this day. praise god, i believe i delayed so god delayed but he was still faithful. and we bought both homes for way below market value. god is a big god. and dont want to ever delay in doing what i promised i would again. praise god.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

wow

god is moving. he sent his word and it healed me. i am expecting such a glorious miracle for my teeth tommorrow and i cannot wait to give the testimony. praise you jesus.................................god can do anything but fail...........

Friday, July 18, 2008

god is moving....................

i talked to jordan today and he said he went to a different church last night, a large van picked them up. he said it was a wonderful service and some lady just came up to him laid her hands on him and started praying. he said he feels so different. and he got to talk to the pastor for a long time. he said the worship just really hit him.he said mom i was singing the whole time. if you know jordan, oh my god...........praise you jesus. he asked for a bible before he left and read all of mark. he said i actually understood it for the first time. he wants me to come and go to church with him, YES>>>>>>>>>>> god is amazing. and i just know that i know that i know that i will be giving some awesome testimonies about my brother dennis too. god is an awesome god.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

his word

i felt led to say thru this trial and most every trial i hold god to his word. i remind him of his mercies that are new every morning and endureth forever. i tell him i will be like the widow at the judges door and i will cry out until he answers me. i call him to remebrance of his word regarding my children, regarding me. i wait with anticipation until he gives me the rhema word and then i hold him to it. the kingdom of god suffereth violence and the violent take by force. there is not one word that you hear and believe that you will not be tried on. do you really believe it? god watches over his word to perform it. he disperses his angels to fight on our behalf and i still believe i witnessed some of that the other day. it was like the accuser standing there accusing and jesus coming back with why we are not to be accused. the word that staes no weapon formed against you shall prosper and every tongue that rises against you in judgement we shall condemn, cause this is th eheritage of the servants of the lord, is so true. jesu died for it all. the weapons will form but they are to go nowhere but to bring us where god intends for us to be. i was listening to td jakes preach on when interuptions become opportunities. that is exactly what god does. he take sthat mess that sometimes you yourself got into it, but when you lean on him and cry out to him he brings you in to a new place and a new level in him. i have met people i never would have met, i have gotten to pray for people and lead them to my saviour that i know without going thru these things would not have happened and they have seen my gods mighty hand and they cant even believe it. every time. god is so faithful, and i just stand humbly before him with such a gratefullness nad love. i am stronger in him then i have ever been. when i am weak he is strong. strong in me. i am so blessed to be saved and have a saviour that truly nailed every single thing to that cross, that day he shed his blood for me. that blood takes our place in everything. it is finished. and i cant praise him enough.

Bishop T.D. Jakes - The Blood Speaks

amazed

i was praying this morning and just reflecting on the awesome god that we serve and the things he has done in my life. i sit here with such anticipation of the things he is going to do. the trials lately have been bigger but i have to say with all honesty, the miracles have been bigger. this year has been a year of seeing gods mighty hand. starting with the provision for the food pantry, i think of how he just provides hundreds and hundreds of dollars thru so many people, i know i am seeing this hand of provision for something i will need to believe him for in the future regarding where he is bringing me. i will need to remember his hand of provision to believe him for way bigger. he has shown me how he will use people you dont even know to fight on your behalf. and when you see it all unfold he was working all this out when the trial started but i didnt know, but wow god is an awesome god. i believe god has revealed the target family this year for vbs. every year god has revealed a family that we are to pray for, bless, and encourage in the lord. i have seen these families come out of horrific things and god set them in a broad place. vbs is unfolding in a beautiful way and yesyerday my day just started to go all chaotic before vbs, and alot got attacked and didnt come. i said i am going no matter what. i lost my checkbook to start out with, still havent found it and i ahve to say for about an hour i totally lost my peace. i called a couple of my sisters in christ and finally said no, all the things god has done and im going to lose my peace over a checkbook, i do not think so. i was so blessed to be there last night. god is bringing in new people. extensions of some of the families that are there. laura has even helped out as a leader and has been blessed by this ministry. jordan joined a prayer group and has bible study at his classes each and every night. in the last days he will pour out his spirit and our sons and daughters shall prophecy. we are at that door. hallleluhah..i am so filled with anticipation. he is coming back for a glorious church without spot or wrinkle. we are in preparation for this. i cannot praise him enough. this huge mighty miracle that he has performed in our life is nothing compared to what i a going to soon see him do. praise god....................

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Set Me Free-Casting Crowns

wow

CASTING CROWNS 'LOVE THEM LIKE JESUS'

a young girl sent this for jordan on alicia's my space.

salvation

today before i went to work i called my friend sheila who just recently accepted christ as her saviour. her son is my nephew , he is the one who answered the phone so of course i had to magnify the name of jesus and give my testimony of how big a god i serve is, he knows the situation, so he knows definetely wow.......................i talk to him about the lord every chance i get, and have for many years now. so i asked him again if i could pray for him and as always he said yes, and then i just felt led to ask him if he would like to have jesus be lord of his life. and this time he said yes. wow. many years of praying there. praise god........god is such a faithful god..................all praise to him...........

Amy Grant - El Shaddai (Live)

i heard this , this morning and it brought me to just such an appreciation of our mighty god.

sunday

on sunday at service rose gave the message, she is in preparation. she spoke on how god tries our hearts. it was good. as the service was ending someone yelled out karen is having a seizure. i have never seen this kind of thing before but we all started praying and speaking to this situation and taking authority over it and she came out of it. praise god, there was such a strong presense of god i know she is healed. when i was in court the day after another lady went into a seizure and for a minute i thought god i am in court the place is full. but i went up because i thought she needs jesus and laid hands on her and started praying quietly in the spirit and she came out of it also, praise god, i know this was a foredhadow of what god is going to do for people starting now. i feel such anticipation in my spirit. god is moving in miraculous ways. praise jesus

Monday, July 14, 2008

god is awesome

i got my prayers answered today in such a big way, god never ceases to amaze me. he can have people that you dont even know step up to the plate for you. sometimes you have to wonder if any of them are guardian angels.i stand totally in awe of god. there were people praying on alicais my space adn giving testimonies that we dont even know. god is an awesome god and he can do anything, praise you jesus................................

Thursday, July 10, 2008

vbs

we had our second session of vbs last nite and it was great. the speaker was an emt friend of mine who is also a firefighter so she brought in all her gear and her cpr dummy and the kids were mesmerized.they all participated. it was a great night. first half hour she got there sammy who is renee , eunices great grandson, came down the stairs bllod gushing out of his nose, i said cathy you are already being utilized. thank god he was ok. pastor kris sent us all an email and said they will be here first week of august. praise god..................exciting things up ahead.

Monday, July 7, 2008

sunday

yesterday we went to church and i look out the door and there is pastor jeff to fill in. i was so happy to see him i ran out and held the door and hugged him. praise god.............he preached on gods faithfullness to our body. and these signs shall follow those that believe. emphasis on believe. i thought back on everytime god has moved i believed he would. he said these signs should be a everday occuraence. the same spirit that raised christ from the dead was inside of us. i already know this but do i truly believe it. i remember the first time i read that i was blown away by it. i still shake my head that god can use us this way. apart from him we can do nothing but thru him. whoa..................god finally gave me my word, i was elated cause once you get the word for your situation then you have something to sink your teeth in. praise jesus. we spent the day cookong out in the yard with my sister and her boyfriend scott, laura and caleb me and paul justice and christian tamara and allan ryan and rose and ron and my mom., who just loves rose lisa and michael were here too.and cathy. . rose played with my sister and mom batmitton, it was funny. the kids kept splashing ron so he jumped in the pool and that was funny. we had a great day of good food and fellowship.praise god

Sunday, July 6, 2008

vbs

vbs has started and the first night was a success. we have to tweak a few things and we are good to go. i like the fact of once a week for one month, it gives us time to regenerate. i feel god has already revealed the target family this year not that their couldnt be more than one. praise god..........we are without a pastor for a little while again but we are ok........gods timing is always perfect and i ahve learned to just go with it...........it gives us open floor for awhile. we have learned so much in the last year about the holy spirit. i am amazed at gods afithfullness to our body. the food pantry is well and waiting for god to reveal next step. today is our july 4th cookout so i gotta go prepare before church.................