Friday, August 31, 2007

prayer request

please keep our friday night prayer group in prayer as they will be meeting and going out tonite to lift up our brother and sister in christ. april and byron aulick. they will be visiting them in their home. praise god. pastor graves said we are prayed up now go, and rose as our humble leader has felt god leading her in this direction. she truly leads by example, and i love her,i will not be going as we are on our last camping trip this weekend, but i am praying and will be in church on sunday with some newly saved and my daughters who have been coming faithfully. praise god for this. on my way to work, please pray for strength. god bless

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

jer 51

its funny when i think people read my blog, cause really it has now turned into my personal journal, i remember awhile back i thought god spoke to me about writing, a book, i thought, but you never know how god works. yesterday it was like he was reminding me of that but in a different arena than a book. something to do with birthing another sort of ministry, i will wait till that unfolds. anyways, when i was camping god had me in jer 51, i was up late and i was praying for the kids and reminding god of all his promises to me concerning them, after all he watches over his word to perform it. he brought me to this book in jer 51, and i remember asking for revelation and what hit me was the year of completion and i believe he was saying that all those things were now being brought down and laid waste. he was now going to work on our behalf and wipe out our enemies., and the part of this scripture i marked because it hit me so relevantly was jer 51,20-24 it says this'''YOU ARE MY WAR CLUB, MY WEAPON FOR BATTLE, WITH YOU I SHATTER NATIONS, WITH YOU I DESTROY KINGDOMS, WITH YOU I SHATTER HORSE AND RIDER, WITH YOU I SHATTER CHARIOT AND DRIVER, WITH YOU I SHATTER MAN AND WOMAN, WITH YOU I SHATTER OLD MAN AND YOUTH,WITH YOU I SHATTER YOUNG MAN AND MAIDEN,WITH YOU I SHATTER SHEPARD AND FLOCK, WITH YOU I SHATTER FARMER AND OXEN, WITH YOU I SHATTER GOVERNORS AND OFFICIALS,BEFORE YOUR EYES I WILL REPAY BABYLON, AND ALL WHO LIVE IN BABYLON, FOR ALL THE WRONG THEY HAVE DONE IN ZION, DECLARES THE LORD. just now i thought of what someone said over me in friday night prayer group after prayer.about authority, i asked god for confirmation to that. im not sure but praise god. behold the lamb of god who takes way the sins of the world.

MADE IT

i made it thru my first day of work, i came home and had to lay on the couch. must have made 150 cups coffee. my feet hurt so bad ,but i did eventually get up and motivate.actually the job stinks but the people were very interesting. i felt led to keep in prayer, and hope any of you do too, a young jamaican mother of four just got out of the service, going to school, to be an fbi agent, and working 3 parttime jobs. two of her children had to stay in another state with family till she gets on her feet. i cant imagine leaving my kids anywhere.oh how i hate the rat race of life without trusting jesus. i told her i will be praying for you and she seemed very grateful, she looked so tired. made me very thankful i dont have to do that. she said only one more year, i dont see how she will keep up at that pace and how much time is there for those children who cant be that old as i would guess her to be 27. every job i ever go to, god has someone there he wants to help. praise god. well off to finish my chores around here.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

isaiah 58

while i was at work today i was thinking and i know god was reminding me of why we started the food pantry ministry. it was because god kept speaking to me thru isaiah 58 about the true fast, to feed the hungry clothe the naked set the prisoner free, etc. that was the whole basis to the ministry and yes we were believing for salvations. god reminded me that i can go out and minister jesus love in a tangible way, by meeting there needs, and praying for them but the salvation part is the holy spirits job, i am just a vessel, i cant say when or where or who, that only god knows and if he reveals it to me then i act on it. i had felt bad more for the people that gave, and thinking i had a responsibility to do something only god could do, and these people did not make me feel this way,i did that myself. gods hand of love was extended, four families were blessed children may have gotten a decent meal that they might not of had if it werent for this and maybe the parents got a couple nights of less worry. and we made sure we told them this is the love of jesus extended to them, they may have went to bed thanking god, thinking on him for the first time in a long time and feeling like someone cares and there may be hope.so i knew god was saying we did our part now wait for him to do his and dont ever forget we cant do his part and he doesnt expect us to. thank you jesus

blogging away

you can tell i have alot of time on my hands but not for long as of today i will be working five days a week. ugh.................but praise god its not full time, my husband is happy, i can now pay my bills, and have a little extra to be a blessing to others.for the last few days i have been pondering the two words that came to me in friday night prayer group. the first was ''jesus i know, paul i know, but who are you? in acts the nineteenth chapter, and the other was john 15 15 and 16 i no longer call you servants for a servant does not know what his master is doing, instead i have called you friends, for everything i have learned from my father i have made known to you. you did not choose me but i have chose you, and appointed you to go and bear fruit , and your fruit shall remain.these two important scriptures say to me, that our relationship with jesus and abiding in the vine are vital to our walk with our saviour. when you have a close relationship with jesus and obey him, most important, it will yield a life that produces victory in the things of god, and it also says the enemy knows the difference. you just cant say jesus jesus and operate in the things of god unless you have walked with him and learned his way of doing things. we all fall short but as we abide he perfects those things which concern us, and he does give us all authority over the enemy. father i pray in the name of jesus that the enemy would never be able to say to us jesus i know, paul i know but who are you.i pray we will walk such a close walk with you that the enemy will tremble knowing that you have given us authority in the name of jesus. i pray that as we abide in you and obey as you lead you will teach us who we truly are in christ. i thank you for these things in the name that is above all names. jesus jesus jesus to him be all the glory

dont try to figure god out

sometimes when god tells me something and sometimes he has to say things a hundred times because i got to know that i know that he said it, its that authority thing with me. the hardest teaching i ever heard was when pastor joe taught the john bevere teaching on submitting to authority, oh how i hated that teaching. i think when you are abused as a child by someone in authority over you, you grow up with a self defense mechanism. no one could ever say to me susan this table is black when i know darn well it is brown. but i will say i learned alot thru that teaching and the most important thing that was when we submit to the authority god has placed in our lives we are submitting to god. because of my backgroungd god has been extremely patient with me, teaching me i could trust him and his way of doing things, so now i dont have a problem with submitting because i know i am submitting to god, doesnt mean i have to alwaysi agree but i do have to tread carefully with my disagreeing. i just say god did you see that? and of course he did, and i would never never confront it unless i truly heard god. be very careful when you stand up to one of gods chosen. well anyways what im trying to say is i wont always be able to have all the answers to why god says to do certain things i cant understand. he is god and without faith it is impossible to please him. but i do know i have to obey. obedience is better than sacrifice. sometimes sacrifice is easier.

collosians 2 6and 7

as you have therefore received christ jesus the lord, so walk in him, rooted and built up in him and established in the faith, as you have been taught, abounding in it with thanksgiving. beware lest anyone cheat you through philosophy and vain deceit, according to the tradition of men, according to the basic principles of the world, and not according to christ.for in him dwells all the fullness of the godhead bodily, and you are complete in him, who is the head of all principality and power.vv8-10

Worship Series Pt 5

this is awesome reminds me of the way worship should be

rance allen donnie mcclurkin marvin winans marvin sapp karen

Monday, August 27, 2007

CWF in Knoxville, TN

aaaaaaaamen

Jentzen Franklin at CBC

unhealthy comparisons

i get amazed sometimes when others compare themselves to other people. god says we are fearfully and wonderfully made. we are made in the image of god. i truly never understood this, i remember one day in church and commenting on one of the other ladies figures, to the lady of course,, i couldnt deny she has the best figure in there, you go girl, and one of the other ladies saying, are you jealous and i thought no, and the reason why is cause having a great figure takes some work and i wasnt willing to pay that price so why would i be jealous, its my own fault. i would say i fall in the other end of that spectrum of not thinking much of myself which must sometimes make god mad. its not that i dont thank god for the way he made me because i do i just know i couldve worked it alot better. but this keeps me very humble in definetely knowing ''apart from him i can do nothing' but i also believe IN HIM watch out.at least this way all glory goes to god, because susan just cant cut it on her own. and in the scheme of things thats ok with me. i need to toughen up though and god has allowed me to walk thru things that might have wiped me out years ago, but i still do get taken back when i get the discernment someone doesnt truly like me. i remember a few years back a man of god said some really harsh things to me and i just agonized over that i remember saying god they dont like me, and i remember hearing clearly in my spirit, susan, they didnt like me either. i guess i cant expect to not go thru some of the things my saviour had to face. and of course the enemy isnt pleased with me sometimes and he will use people you care about to try and hurt you. i still get taken back for a few moments, but then i remember the battle is not mine it is the lords and i totally trust him. all of us have a calling and we dont even have the choice of what it is and sometimes the calling comes with alot of pain, the annointing definetely costs you something, sometimes it cost you everything. we cant say to the potter what have you made? i tried it doesnt work. it seems like everytime i say i wouldnt want to be used in that way, i hear and thats why you will to god be all the glory.

bittersweet day

started the day out not listening again to god. his ways are not our ways and his thoughts are not our thoughts, they are so much higher, and he was gracious enough to confirm this to me three times today. hope this stubborn girl listens this time. i WILL get it now. anyways the four families were so blesssed by the large donations and many seeds were planted. i was a little discouraged and lisa said''sqwuuz which is what she calls me for 35 years now seeds have been planted trust god. and the verse that was quickened inside me was from ecc 11 5 and 6 as you do not know what is the way of the wind, or how the bones grow in the womb of her who is with child. so you do not know the works of god who makes everything. in the morning sow your seed and in the evening do not withhold your hand . for you do not know which will prosper either this or that, or whether both alike will be good. the other word i got about my other dilemna was jer 11
18- 23. dont even want to go there. to god be all the glory

great is his faithfullness

this verse stood out to me and it has been underlined in my bible as god gave it to me years before.joshua 3 7 and the lord said to joshua,'this day i will begin to exalt you in the sight of all israel that they may know that as i was with moses so will i be with you.i was praying yesterday about the things we would be needing for the food pantry and asking god to raise up people to help out, knowing this was good ground. thinking about the verse about the widows and orphans and fatherless, and praying how can we give some things for school supplies and the perishable things that no food pantry ever gives cause it doesnt keep long like milk, meats fresh fruit, etc. and praying and reminding him i was believing to visit four families on monday. well i looked in the cupboard at church and saw alot of things enough for two families but none of these perishable things i had prayed for. but i told god he is a big god and he could do anything and i would trust him. if he sent us he would have to provide. well a little after that i got an email from a family represented in our friday night prayer group, felt god was leading them to sow into this ministry. i couldnt stop crying and thanking god for them. there seed is enough to bless these four families with all those things we had prayed for. and the two families we know we are going to for sure have been asking god for some of these things to think e provided this at this time is by no accident. i pray for a hundred fold blessing for this family that gave , and for them to know that they are just as vital a part to these salvations represented as lisa and i, without other people we cant do it. god bless them and to god be ALL the glory.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

going to miss the lightners

today after church we had a potluck dinner for the lightners. we only had two days to prepare and how everyone came thru. we had a feast. they took up a nice collection for them to have gas money going down. how everyone loves them and we all are so happy that they are now happy and ready to go. we dont want them to leave but this is what they want so we are happy for them. please pray for cathy as pastor joe and them are now gone and these were her two favorites. please pray she puts her trust in god and not people., and god replaces a family to take her under their wings. pastor graves preached on baptism of the holy spirit and resons why we need it and reasons why we may not be getting it. the ladies have been making blankets for children entering into the foster care system and praying over them and today they had each man pray over a blanket. it brought tears to my eyes to see all the men holding a blanket a child would recieve and praying over them. praise god. i stand in awe of god and the way he is moving in our body of believers.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

true benevolence

james 1 27 pure religion and undefiled before god and the father is this; to visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction and to keep himself unspotted from the world. last nights prayer meeting was prayer now turned into outreach, we are believing god to open up the ministries that HE wants. apart from him we can do nothing. this is not our agenda it is gods. i believe he is speaking about outreach to the children, i was led to medina pullings site and pulled up princess club which she started and it is a teaching to young girls 3rd grade to 8th teaching self esteem in christ knowing who they are in christ and purity in christ, this will be an 8 week course and community can be involved. i believe in my heart this is jennas ministry and have told her so, then i am now praying for the boys ministry looking at boys brigade but no clear answer but definetely headed in the right direction, cant wait to see what man in our body god will direct to this ministry. alot of great ideas flowed thru the group last nite, people want ministry, they want to be about our fathers business sometimes just need direction. i believe god is revealing his heart for our community and it is exciting. i remember a while back god revealing to me each family he sent each vbs we had and the changes for the good that are now in their lives because of jesus. these stories are amazing. god is so good and he loves for his children to care about others and for us to demonstrate the love of jesus, thru outreach ministry. praise jesus. let me introduce you to my father has always stuck in my head.............

Friday, August 24, 2007

galations 6;1and2

brothers, if someone is caught in a sin, you who are spiritual should restore him gently.but watch yourself, or you also may be tempted. carry each others burdens, and in this way you will fulfull the law of christ. i thought about pastor graves message on sunday, he said what would happen if god took his hand off of your life. scary thought. and for us to think about what we used to be like before christ. brought back alot of memories to all of us im sure. i thought about the girl lisa and i prayed for, the babysitter, down there in that block on main street, i felt the holy spirit say that used to be you, look how far god has brought you. oh my god memories flooded my mind, i thought all the times people judged me because we lived down there.the bleakness of looking out your door to main street and feeling no hope. and how she needed christ just as much as i did and if god did it for me ,he is no respector of persons he would do it for her. i am determined to tell her my story. i used to think watch yourself lest you be tempted met lest you fall into that sin, but i got the revelation it means not forgetting once you were there and could be doing the same if not for the grace of god. god is so good. please pray for this young approx 17 year old, i do not know her name, but god has a plan for her life.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Blue Magic - Sideshow

iiiiiiiim saving this for me

SIDESHOW/BLUE MAGIC

i thisiiiii love this used to wear out the record

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Hillsong - You Alone Are God

this is the truth

2 kings5 10

god gave me this word a while back and reminded me of it this morning.elisha sent a messenger to say to him, go wash yourselves seven times in the jordan and your flesh will be restored, and you will be cleansed. i believe that some of us are about to wash for the seventh time. it is finished. the implications of this are mind boggling, brings me back to the word eye has not seen nor ear heard or mind perceived what god has in store for those who love him. i remember at the beginning of the year i learned a teaching for the first time on first fruit offerings, if you take the time to study gods word on this matter , and be obedient to what he is saying you will be walking into a new dimension with our lord. god does everything by his order of things, i have been hit with such new revelation of the word of god in such a magnified way i am reeling. i believe god said at the beginning of the year that seven was significant to his order of things. this is the year of completion, i truly believe that church as ususal is done, if you are comfortable with the status quo, you will now be uncomfortable. the wheat and the tare are now being separated. fake christianity is out the door. motives which is true discernment, will now be exposed. it is time for us to get ourselves right with the lord and to be about our fathers business. we can only do this by total surrender and gods amazing grace.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

clarion call

i feel like my hand is on the door knob and i am about to open up the door and walk right into my destiny, and the words keep coming, clarion call. dont exactly know what that means but im sure god will reveal, i know the birthing process was to birth vision for our body and god has revealed two ministries so far and one is not mine, but i believe he has revealed whose it is. i woke uo last night to study out 2nd kings where elisha and the prophets were to make the soup or stew and how they picked the poisoneous gourds only when it got to tasting it did they know it was not right. i read the interpretation to mean about not staying in the word and testing the spirits, study to show thyselves approved a workman that needed not to be ashamed. test everything against gods word if it doesnt line up, its not right. its called discernement. without learning the word of god you will not be equipped to stand. well anyways tired today , by the way i got a job, praise god it was between two and i decided on the one with the best hours, im keeping time for ministry and my family. rose said the word god gave her about friday nights is we are now building a boat. cant wait to see what god is up to. waiting with anticipation, and i believe the wheat and the tare is being separated, if that makes sense.

Monday, August 20, 2007

praise report

first i want to give god all the glory due his name. praise you jesus, you are so worthy of our praise and we magnify your name jesus and thank you for your love. lisa and i went out this morning to minister jesus's love thru our food pantry, to our amazement we were able to put two large boxes of food together and go to two families. we prayed for the first family as the babysitter was there with one of the children, , left the food and told her we would be back, with more food next time and to claim these salvations for jesus. we didnt tell her that part. the next family we went to had expressed a need for food and two from this family were saved last time. we got to minister to them show them how to now grow in the lord since he became their saviour, thru reading his word and attending a church to be discipled and encouraged in the lord. we got to pray over one teenage boy, and know, know , know that next time we pray he WILL be saved. well the next two teenagers that were there let us pray for them although the boy was reluctant i sensed a litlle mad at god, and i spoke tio him about this and giving god a chance in his life. there names are tommy and chondra. well we prayed and they accepted and the holy spirit hit them, she started to cry and he sensed a warm funny feeling thruout his whole body we told them that that was the holy spirit that now resides in them, do you know we saw them a half hour later and they lookes like deer stuck in someones headlights. they said they still had that intense feeling inside of them and couldnt believe this. i said you are now new creations in christ jesus. in need of bibles but rose is handling this today as we speak.we are believing for four boxes of food for next monday, more salvations and more labourers, please keep us in prayer and pray for each one that prayed and gave, knowing that in doing so they were rught there with us, in gods eyes.. i am believing to be the biggest food pantry in stafford and many many many salvations for our lord. praise you jesu. jewels in your crown for the reward of your suffering. halleluhah.

praise report

Sunday, August 19, 2007

ministering with food

quite a few people started bringing food in for the food pantry ministry. i pray god blesses each and every one of them for their faithfullness. lisa and i will be going out tommorow and ministering with this food. we have a set family in our heart but are open to where god leads. please pray for us for apart from him we can do nothing. pastor graves preached on laying our hands on the sick, casting out demons, etc all in jesus name. god has really sent us a man led by the holy spirit. great is his faithfullness. god is calling us to believe him at his word. praise god

Saturday, August 18, 2007

as a child

i was thinking back to as a child living in philadelphia pa. walking by the churches and hearing those black ladies singing for jesus i never knew what they were really doing but i remember stopping and listening and always loving that sound. it was beautiful to me. its funny thinking back to that time and the relevance of it now in my life. nothing is by accident.

Medina Pullings Preaching Excerpt

halleluhah

Medina Pullings on Acknowledging God

this woman has relevance to me, i felt it in my spirit

Friday, August 17, 2007

isaih 54 11-17

god brought this to mind tonite and i remembered him giving it to me a while back and i thought of it tonite and just had to find it. i love it. ''oh afflicted city lashed by storms, and not comforted. i will build you with stones of turquoise, your foundations with sapphires. i will make your battlements of rubies, your gates of sparkling jewels, and all your walls of precious stones. all your sons will taught by the lord,and great will be your childrens peace.in righteousness you will be established. tyranny will be far from you. you will have nothing to fear.terror will be far removed, it will not come near you.if anyone does attack you, it will not be my doing, whoever attacks you will surrender to you., see, it is i who created the blacksmith, who fans the coals into flames, and forges a weapon fit for work, and it is i who have created the destroyer to work havoc. no weapon formed against you shall prevail, and you will refute every tongue that accuses you. this is the heritage of the servants of the lord, and this is their vindication from me.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

remembering

god has been preparing me for things, boy does he have his work cut out for him. good thing hes a bIG god. i was brought to remember little things in the past and reflecting on how things got really good for awhile there and i asked what happened? the words that came to me were'sometimes the favor of god and the annointing on your life will bring you to places where your character cant keep you at the moment and he knew that, He knows it all, but the important thing is to learn and never do those things again and the next time will be even better. praise god. the journey has been amazing, and gods word says the latter house will be more glorious than the former house..hallelulah

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

imagine me

kirk franklins imagine me is for anyone that has ever been abused rejected or hurt deep within, listen to it it sets you free. whom the son sets free is free indeed.

oh yeah

Alabaster Box - Cece Winans

this song is all me

Carpenters - Superstar 1971

memeories

god is moving

wow these last few months really year have been challenging. god is purging stirring shaking us all up. i have learned so much in this trying time, have gotten many revelations. god is a good god. yet though he slay me, yet will i trust him. i have grown in so many areas still need work, but as i have always said i am a work in progress, not where i need to be but sure aint where i used to be. to god be all the glory, i am so thankful for our interim pastor, he is so led by the holy spirit and sundays message sure made me squirm a little in my seat. the holy spirit was convicting in love and i knew it. we need to be about our fathers business, and we have to reach out to the community. we are going to use the food pantry as a starting point as god has laid that on my heart and just go out and witness in love and i know people will get saved. there is no way god wont honor the effort of trying to lead them to him. it is his will so of course he will show up. apart from him we can do nothing but thru him. WATCH OUT. i really feel god will be using lisa fox in her gifts this year but he will use anyone willing. here i am send me. amen. im excited and will of course give testimonies to encourage and give the glory all to god. please pray for my mom, her back turned out to be fracture in the spine, i believe and so does lisa my mom is about to get saved, she was saved as a child but life has been hard and she has had so many dissapointments, never learned to lean on jesus, gods gonna love on her. halleluhah. was thinking there are so many people that want to have a relationship with jesus but really dont know how, praying for practical daily applications to teach the ones in my little world. any ideas sure would appreciate them. well gotta go. two intervies tommorow. praise god

Sunday, August 12, 2007

repentance

god brought to mind two years ago where i didnt do what he told me to do, i couldnt understand it so i didnt do it. terrible place to be, i had to repent and i know he forgives me but i want to never ever do that again.

exposing the spirit of witchcraft

learn to tell the voice of god from the voice of lying spirits. prov 7;24 ''hearken unto me now therfore, o ye children and attend to the words of my mouth' witchcraft is counterfiet spiritual authority. it is using a spirit other than the HOLY SPIRIT to dominate.manipulate, or control others. we are exhorted not to be ignorant of the enemies schemes.2 cor. 2;11 peter warns us'be of sober spirit, be on the alert, your adversary the denil, prowls about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour,but resist him, firm in your faith. isaiah 1;2 'hear o heavens listen o earth, for the lord has spoken' i reared children and brought them up, but they have rebelled against me. mathew7'22many will say to me lord lord did we not prophesy in your name, cast out devils in your name,and perform many miracles? then i will tell them to their face 'I NEVER KNEW YOU, OUT OF MY SIGHT, YOU AND YOUR WICKED WAYS'.michah 5'2 i will destroy your withcraft, and you will no longer cast spells. god is love yes he is just but Jesus has paid our penalty in full, there is none righteous no not one. our righteousness is only in Christ Jesus. god is not control, manipulation, domination, intimidation or fear. god does not give us a spirit of fear but of love and power and a sound mind. the bible says we war not against flesh and blood,but powers and principalities, and spiritual wickedness in high places. to yield to intimidation of man is to bow to the fear of man and idolatry to man. thank you jesus for exposing the spirit of witchcraft in the name of jesus, set your people free from operating in it and for yielding to that counterfiet authority in their lives, you god and you alone in the name of jesus are our authority. and we are to be guided only by your holy spirit,in jesus name i pray. amen

Friday, August 10, 2007

shofar

sorry i thought it started with a c the thing blown over eva. but it is shofar, i will be studying out meaning. any insight please let me know. thanks

camping is over

well home now, so glad. yesterday my 10 year old grandson fell on his bike and split his knee open, please pray for him, i had to get his mom and bring him to the hospital where he received 12 stitches. needless to say he had enough of camping right there and then. his mom, my daughter was sitting for an 11 year old boy, the son of a family the carriers had helped years before, elijah. well they wouldnt let all of us in so i agreed to watch him in my car while we waited for his dad to come pick him up we were talking about his favorite songs that were playing on the radio and i felt god say tell him about me. so i did and proceeded to ask him if he would like to ask jesus in his heart and explained then he would always be there and he could count on him always. i asked him if i got him a bible if he would start reading it as that would help him in his new relationship with his jesus. so i will do that. i just cant believe how god turned that accident into elijah getting saved. as i talked to the carriers marc reminded me how god had previously been speaking to both of us concerning elijah, i just said wow god. well gotta go finish unpacking.

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

CAMPING

WE HAVE BEEN CAMPING SINCE FRIDAY.................CAME HOME TODAY FOR A CALL ON A JOB I HAVE WAITED FOR. HAVE AN INTERVIEW ON MONDAY. GOD WILLING, I WILL BE OUT OF CLEANING. PRAISE GOD.......................... WE ARE HAVING A GREAT TIME, THEY HAVE SO MUCH TO DO THERE AND SOME OF THE GRANDCHILDREN ARE THERE AND ARE HAVING A BALL, PAUL IS REALLY ENJOYING HIMSELF AND I SEE HOW GOD IS USING HIM IN THE MENTORING OF KIDS WITHOUT DADS, SOMETHING HE FELT GOD SAY TO HIM AT PROMISE KEEPERS. YES I AM HAVING A GOOD TIME TOO, ALTHOUGH I WILL SAY , I LIKE OUR HOME, BUT IT IS NICE TO SEE THEM ALL ENJOY THEMSELVES. WELL EXCITED FOR PRAYER MEETING ON FRIDAY, EXPECTING GOD TO MOVE...........ALSO BURDENED FOR OUR FOOD PANTRY AT CHURCH SO HAVE STARTED TO TELL PEOPLE, AND ASKING WHAT I CAN DO TO HELP AMY KICK THIS OFF. I AM BELIEVING GOD FOR A FAMILY TO HELP EACH WEEK AND TO EVENTUALLY BE THE BIGGEST FOOD PANTRY IN STAFFORD, AND OF COURDE FOR EACH FAMILY WE SERVE , THEIR SALVATION. TO GOD BE ALL THE GLORY. I WILL BLOG AGAIN WHEN I GET HOME.

Friday, August 3, 2007

friday night prayer

very nice prayer meeting, this morning rose called and said she couldnt go so could i please lead. so i determined i would humbly do so but worried a little cause rose and i are so different, she is so calm and laid back i am so hyper and stirred up. it did go well though and god did show up, i expected him to. the most significant thing was when eva handed me a paper on a teaching . it was called ''BIRTHING YOUR DREAMS AND VISIONS'Conception' i said have you read my blog. she said no, while we were praying last time i felt you were birthing something. confirmation or what? god definetely showed up in the people there, i know none of them will ever be the same. bruce said all the way in, all the way or nothing. i believe that and his word to me and lisa, i know it is true. i thank god for his counsel in our lives and will miss bruce when he is gone. who will fill those shoes? only god can do that. i think back to the prophecy all those years ago from the man of god from israel, i remember rose and eva and i were there and he spoke into our lives that had to be 8 years ago, maybe more. that is coming to pass and we three know it. i dont remember theirs except rose speaking to multitudes and me being in the fathers lap my whole life, someone saying evangelism my white haired older man that was my guardian angel my whole life. i remember as a kid having my imaginary, i stand in awe god is fulfulling that now, i wonder what is happening in the lives of the others that received prophecies.god is faithful,he blew something over eva, i gotta find out what that was started with a c. going campinf for a week so ill blog when i get back.

things about me

seems silly but felt led to put and think about things i like. maybe this is for me..........um, i like reading, i love music, i like making things like candies , embroidering, stenciling etc. i always wanted to learn how to cake decorate, and paint furniture, i like pretty things. i like only being called susan, dont like sue or suzie, only my closest friends know that. i love flowers and i love to walk by myself and always have. i think i am quiet at times but can be very outgoing , but i am very much a thinker. too much of a thinker. analyze EVERYTHING. would in my opininon make a great csi. could you imagine? butt dont like detail, so maybe not. i am very loyal, love family and adore children, they are so real and innocent no false faces with them. i love the laughter of a child and how pure in heart they are. i love friends , but i think it takes alot to REALLY be my friend. but god has given me a few true friends. thank you jesus........... i really dislike injustice and corruption in authority always have disliked this and always led to stand up against it. i love to swim only in pools, never know whats in other places and then my mind starts going...............i love giving, makes me feel really good, and love love love singing, although no one would love to hear me. believe me. would love to play the bongos, and take a dance class. love hugs from my husband and any of the grandchildren, love broadway musicals and plays. i guess thats. it. well on my way to friday night prayer, expecting god to show up in a mighty way, whatever he wants, let you know how it went. god bless

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

SALVATION

i felt led to put the salvation prayer not knowing why as i wouldnt think many are reading my blog, but with god nothing is impossible,and it is not his desire that any should perish. first i would like to say if you are looking for god and feel like he is not hearing you, trust me he is. but his word says that no man can come to the father except thru the son. there is no other way and god so lovingly sent his son jesus to die on that cross at calvary to save each and every one of us, for god so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, that whoever shall believe in him shall not perish but have everlasting life. if you are looking for god there is only one way, he has plans to prosper you and not to harm you to give you a future and a hope. please pray this prayer and be led to the saviour that is waiting , with open arms for you. BELIEVE IN YOUR HEART AND CONFESS WITH YOUR MOUTH ''FATHER GOD I COME TO YOU , I ASK THAT YOU FORGIVE ME OF ALL MY SINS, AND CLEANSE ME FROM ALL OF THEM, I INVITE YOUR SON JESUS INTO MY HEART AND MY LIFE, I BELIEVE THAT HE DIED AND ROSE AGAIN AND SITS AT YOUR RIGHT HAND EVEN NOW. I ASK THAT YOU FILL ME WITH YOUR HOLY SPIRIT AND HELP ME EACH DAY TO LIVE MY LIFE FOR YOU,I BELIEVE THAT I AM NOW A CHILD OF GOD FOR I FREELY TAKE JESUS INTO MY LIFE. THANK YOU IN JESUS NAME AMEN. IF YOU HAVE PRAYED THIS PRAYER ASK GOD TO LEAD YOU TO A CHURCH THAT PREACHES AND TEACHES HIS WORD. AND LET ME KNOW ON MY BLOG SO I A CAN PRAY FOR YOU, GOD BLESS